not emo . is misery

you don't putus hubungan dengan I ar !! I dun WAN ar ! ><

I TOLD MYSELF

I TOLD MYSELF

IS THE TWITTER'S PROBLEM .

"IMSORRYFORGOINGTHROUGHALLYOURPRIVACY "

IT SAID

"IM NOT ALLOWED TO PERFORM THIS ACTION "

GOSH .

Glass Man is easily seen and break .

Blog again .

Get treated like a glass man is an uneasy feel :)

i like WTFH ....

GOsh ! What am i doing in this early hour ? Now is 6.35am .

Anyway , is a short post .

Get treated like a glass man ,

Say hello to my sexy back ,

Scene of child's act ?

WTH ?

I dun feel like talking to u regarding this matter anymore , or is forever .

But you have to know , whenever you call me , i will respond to you and yeah , depend d condition of environment :)

and next ,

im trying to go through d twit post to find u ,

but no post from you when i scrolled down and i go to you profile and see ,

im shocked

im nt your follower ..

caniknowwhy?

becauseofthewayiansweryourpost"no."?

i dont think she gonna read d blog too .

i dont think so .

im jz dun know wat i feel whenisawthis .

dontfindme

pleasedontfindme

imtellingmyselfyouwontfindme

imgonnarepostthisbloglinkinlatehouragain

Holding your hand .

I'm somewhere on the earth ,

Sharing the same sky with you ,

Breathing on the same earth like you ,

But what made the difference is the distance between us .

I'm somewhere on the earth ,

Staying in the same time like you ,

Having the same air like you ,

But what made the difference is the path we going through .

Dreaming is the best thing and you have no trouble of it ,

While you are having sweet time with him ,

My flow changed and word is my only rely .

That should be me ,

Holding your hand .

I dreamed that is me ,

Holding your hand .

But all these are dreams ,

So I have nothing .

I'm somewhere on the earth ,

Sharing the same sky with you ,

Standing on the same earth like you ,

But what made the difference is the distance between us .

I'm somewhere on the earth ,

Staying in the same time like you ,

Breathing the same air like you ,

But what made the difference is the path we going through .

I never want to be a shooting star in your sky ,

It comes and goes fast ,

I always want to be the moon you want to talk to .

That should be me ,

Holding your hand .

I dreamed that is me ,

Holding your hand .

But all these are dreams ,

So I have nothing .

Let's mingle !

hahahahha

nice pics ! Credit to Wai wei ! weeee :3 :3

Yesterday went to meet up with her to accompany her to buy printer ink in Low Yat .

:D :D :D

and we went to parkson to walk walk to spend time to wait xiao pei come :D

LUCK is not FATE

Dedicating to a person who I adore , even though I have thousand doubt in you ,

but no matter what ,

I still like you .

Even though there's a chance where my heart will break until nothing left ,

but before that happen ,

I got something to tell you .

" If you think age is a problem ,

Don't feel bother to have my time .

If you think we live in a different world ,

I'd do my best to create a bridge between us .

Don't think that i'm not strong enough ,

Think why I'm not giving up .

Don't think that I'm always sad ,

I'm just a man that got strong feel . "

You might think below is abit teasing but actually is not . Sorry yea if is :(

LUCK is not FATE .

Phone in the water

So others can't reach you

Car is damaged

And you lost faith on yourself

Don't call it a bad day

Luck is not Fate .

Luck is just like girl's sixth sense ,

Sense good and bad .

Luck is just something to make you realize what is " Balance " ,

is not something that determine your FATE .

Stop crying ,

Stop complaining how bad your luck is ,

Let me tell you ,

YOU AIN'T GONNA DEPEND ON YOUR LUCK FROM TIME TO TIME .

Phone in the water

So others can't reach you

Car is damaged

And you lost faith on yourself

Don't call it a bad day

Luck is not Fate .

Luck is just like girl's sixth sense ,

Sense good and bad .

Tell me how bad you are ,

I wished to know you more ,

I don't want to have doubt .

You are just so lucky to have us ,

Complaining your luck show how weak you are .

You can feel sad ,

You can feel angry ,

But don't let your tears roll down just because of this ,

you know you are strong.

Don't assume oneself .

You're not alone .

LUCK is not FATE .

All my Secrets Away

I ( DON'T ) need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need ( SOMEONE ) that i can confess

Till all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what ( I ) want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
( I HOPE YOU ) gonna give all (YOUR ) secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
( I HOPE YOU ) gonna give all (YOUR ) secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like were chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'ma tell you everything

Tell me what ( I ) want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
( I HOPE YOU ) gonna give all (YOUR ) secrets away
This time

Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
( I HOPE YOU ) gonna give all (YOUR ) secrets away

Tell me what ( I ) want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
( I HOPE YOU ) gonna give all (YOUR ) secrets away
This time

Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
( I HOPE YOU ) gonna give all (YOUR ) secrets away

All your secrets away , All your secrets away

Only certain parts mean something , not all .

Like -> Love . Strong

<3 for you <3 have faith

My dear

I feel so lonely, even though I met with you just yesterday

It's strange, I've gathered nothing but sentiments

Yes I miss you, in the days and nights, always

Softly, my hand reaches out so I can hear your voice

The seasons that have passed

See, we joined hands

We did nothing more than seeing dreams, is that wrong?

Say if this body gets hurt,

It'll be fine if my love gets reaches you

I've fallen in love, I'll sing again for you

I love you forever

Even when I watched that boring movie with you

Isn't it strange? Time went by so quickly

I promise you my love and happiness

I'll forever reach out to the other side of eternity we wished for

Release my body and heart

So that it connects only to you

Believe in fate and I'll never let go

Say if this body will be drowned

Let this love not sink with it

I've fallen in love, and I'm wandering within you

I love you forever

The seasons that have passed

See, we joined hands

There was nothing more than wanting dreams, why?

Say if this body gets hurt,

It'll be fine if my love gets reaches you

I've fallen in love, I'll sing again for you

I love you forever

cant think a title for it

Start from yesterday :S

yesterday have a lunch with her

Well .... i waiting tat day for so long ... and finally is dat day .

Just wanna complain , the time is tooooooo short :P

gave her d glove i bought.. Hope she use it too lo :D

After finish d date lunch , my mum fetched me n when we reached home ,

my dad was like :@ face

n i like , WTF !?!?!? but end up is not my problem ! is d staff's problem !! grrr.. luckily

and out of the sudden , i sudden hv fever n flu .. yer... dah ambil 8 panadols from yesterday night till tonite ! ish... but still tak takut mati , go orientation somemore and when is end , fever like... 38 :(

but my dad ar , tak tau n keep ask me about ipad and laptop stuff.... i was like.... if u wanna buy then jz buy la.. but after discussed , i jz gonna get myself a laptop.. so i gonna work hard !! weeeee .. even thought im still sick !!

n today's orientation , is xtremely fun !!!!!!!! i jz enjoyed much n esp d number boom and random music ! got full score for random music with d song " baby " , " marry you " and " grenade " !!!

argh.. tats random 4 today... so random ... :D :D

OMG , I MISS HER AND HER PHONE IS DIED !!!! GOSH !! IF YOU READING THIS !! KNOW IT !! I MISS YOU !!!! hahahahaahhaah ... ;) ;)

World is yours .

Start to imagine about not losing to tomorrow

What you are right now

Each and every road, everyone walks down them

Chasing their dreams

You're right in the middle of the world

So, take a step forward and go

The transparent road is taking on colour

Mysteriously and brilliantly

You hold a pen in your hand

Well, start writing about a tomorrow that no one else can

I can fly, there is no impossible

Fly in the vast sky, and you can see the future

Trust yourself and believe in your own strength

Fly in the vast sky, because you have wings

the world is yours

The sun and moon determined long ago

About the end of your life

You think nothing is futile, same with me

The life from my mother

Alright

You fall over 7 times, and get back up 10 times

Don't give up and go

The transparent road is taking on colour

Mysteriously and shining

You hold colours in your hand

Well, start painting about a future that no one else can

I can fly, you have no regrets

Ride the big waves, no matter how large they are

I can fly, not every day has clear skys

In rain and wind, get through it

The transparent road is taking on colour

Mysteriously and brilliantly

You hold a pen in your hand

Well, start writing about a tomorrow that no one else can

I can fly, there is no impossible

Fly in the vast sky, and you can see the future

Trust yourself and believe in your own strength

Fly in the vast sky, because you have wings

the world is yours

To my friend :)

I wanna understand you more ,

What you expecting from him ?

Saying you are giving up ,

but what are you waiting for ?

Saying he is the betrayer ,

but you know what is true for every moment being with him .

Missing how hard for a person ,

but you know , no one can read your heart ,

Because you keep it with a lock ,

a lock that only the key that you dumped can unlock it .

he broke your heart , he took your soul , you're hurt inside , because there is a hole .

you need sometime to be alone , you need no one to fight for you but you want him to realize what wrong he did .

I want to make your heart right , i don't want to see tears flowing from your eyes .

L O V E

Love One Very Enough

Happy birthday :D may 20th

It was awesome !! I have my birthday dinner in Hotel Impiana Kuala Lumpur .

This was my birthday suit :D

1.) Buttoned Shirt

2.) Lois Jeans

3.) Nike Air Shoes

Too free , snapped few photos :D:D

Dint really take the photo of the food . :(

The food is nice and the waiters serve us with smile .
And in the end , they made a small birthday cake for me after my mum requested a birthday song from the band :D

eat until like this :D

i snapped after i blew the candle D:

And not forget to thank my friends for the wishes ,

Luckie Jay :D

Joey a.k.a Rei Chan

Julyn :D

Monique Mak a.k.a Kai jie :D

Suresh , the most happiest indian :D

Syahira , friend from NS :D Ketua Kompeni Delta wirawati :D

Leong Wing Kan :* :*

Lite Fuze a.k.a kar Yan :D

Jessy :d Friend from Kompeni Bravo :D

n alot alot ..

But , being my friends is the best birthday present for me ,

But the wish that I love the most is from the one i adore <3

Joanna :)

Thank you for this wish .

麥 嘉 業

麥 嘉 業 呢 真 係 唔 知 " 冇 用 " 係 點 寫。

寒心知否

( T_T )\(^,^)

谁说喜欢一个人

想与她说话的理由都没有

只是想说的话

都给那份自我的自卑感否认去

谁说希望越大

失望就越大

取而代之的

是那在胡思乱想的我

为何要找我喜欢的人

必须跨过那山海

穿过那人群

为何要了解一个人的心

必须受伤

让心流下红色的泪

但别怕

就算你不知道我的寒心

也明白我对你的温柔

为了得到那份期待

我宁愿接受那试炼

Weeee

Yeah.... update update my blog :P ...

finally got myself a new phone , htc incredible S in red.. i jz love RED .. weeee .... actually black look more nicer but red... i jz cant resist the temptation of the RED :D:D

:D:D ... recently made a twitter account :D n follow her :D ( i still dun know mcm mane use twit D: ) is she mentioning me ?? i hope so . :( even though i got not much confidence is she mentioning me but i will try my best effort :) to continue <3 <3 you ....

锡晒你 <3 <3 a song for you .. if you view my blog :)

Woooots :D

:D:D:D:D:D:D wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooots

Weee .. Long time hvnt update my blog after that miserable time D: ..

Anyway , life still hv to live after all..

:D Misery is part and parcel of the life :D

These few days were kinda busy with dad's online business , be a part-time photographer and assistant ... Geez , snapping those products photo made me tire :D And working with my dad is very very very stress . Why i say so ?? LOL , i have a typical dad but sometimes i feel myself in luck when my dad is like .. Pushing me to work , work and work . Well , is a good starting to gain the working experience too .. No need to work as part time ( as i know how the organisation system work :P ) dealing with customers and others .. But i still need to train my flexibility ( something like dat :S:S )

Argghhh ... still can't overcome my greeeeeedy D: Ahhh .. i wan so many things , like HTC , ipad , clothes , shoes and more and more and more !! Geeez .. And now im thinking about the relation between my best friend ( that i broke her heart once ) and me ... Well , recently she talked to me regarding last time and i dont know why even though she told me she will forgive me ( is serious this time ) but i still feel bad n guilty la..

Arhh ... Someone help me not to think so much !! geeez ... But afterward , i jz know i lost my faith in God , Jesus , that's why i feel so horrible with it , luckily a friend remind me in a conversation regarding the " song " topic ...

And , now i wanna know what is the condition between she and me D: ....

wanna know wanna know wanna know wanna know

But i think that make it worst . Where and who i can share my sadness ?

Despo or confuse ? Perhaps is misery .

First time using iPod to blog ..... >.<

Haha , finally accepted as a student from UTaR right now . So quite happy .
But basically there are something I'm concerning .

I duh really wanna talk this on Facebook Cz I dun wanna piss any off , Mayb no one will giv a damn too .
But whenever I need you , you werent there for me .. I was disappointed , I could not blame u . The only one to be blame is only me , because I am d one who hurt u as 1st . I dun know how to open my mouth and my heart , I duh wanna hurt u .. But I need someone beside me . I'm juz feel so sad . Ivan say I'm abit despo too , I wun scold u too . In Jz hoping u can understand a bit .

Besides that , I dun know what to do . That she is pissing ..... I feel so miserable that time . But I'm juz letting myself falling down ...

Well ... Idk what am I saying because Im confuse ... Seriously .. I'm really
Confuse ....

I DONT KNOW WHAT IS THIS .

Long time dint come to my blog , im lazy to type perfect english ( yeah , even thought i couldnt master my english , so , who cares ? )

well, after done my National Service , i sorta of missing my friends and teachers .. Yeah , those time , playing around.. Seriously miss it alot , but now we're one step in this social life where we will going to Uni life and working life . Well , im trying not to spam facebook n trying to transfer everything to this blog to release my stress and unhappy stuffs . Seriously , i havent get a chance to hang out with friends , but never mind , i told myself i will have more times after im done with all those Uni stuffs ..

well , i was confessed by a girl in the end of camp .. But recently , she dint reply me at all and din even pick up my call .. Well , i got feel to her after she confessed to me .. But after thinking for some long time, i wanna make a clean breast with everything including my emotional , i told her what i thoughts ! Everything ... And yeah ... i dont know is that working anot .. I was like , i dont wanna give a damn to hide it .. Just feel freaking stress ...

im just very confusing what am i doing... im not really interest with tat girl .. i meant.. i got a girl to like , but what's this ? i feel so complicated.. it made me feel , so near yet so far .. Im just..

very frustrating ...

i wanna sing this song ..

Cee Lo Green - F**k You