Despo or confuse ? Perhaps is misery .

First time using iPod to blog ..... >.<

Haha , finally accepted as a student from UTaR right now . So quite happy .
But basically there are something I'm concerning .

I duh really wanna talk this on Facebook Cz I dun wanna piss any off , Mayb no one will giv a damn too .
But whenever I need you , you werent there for me .. I was disappointed , I could not blame u . The only one to be blame is only me , because I am d one who hurt u as 1st . I dun know how to open my mouth and my heart , I duh wanna hurt u .. But I need someone beside me . I'm juz feel so sad . Ivan say I'm abit despo too , I wun scold u too . In Jz hoping u can understand a bit .

Besides that , I dun know what to do . That she is pissing ..... I feel so miserable that time . But I'm juz letting myself falling down ...

Well ... Idk what am I saying because Im confuse ... Seriously .. I'm really
Confuse ....

I DONT KNOW WHAT IS THIS .

Long time dint come to my blog , im lazy to type perfect english ( yeah , even thought i couldnt master my english , so , who cares ? )

well, after done my National Service , i sorta of missing my friends and teachers .. Yeah , those time , playing around.. Seriously miss it alot , but now we're one step in this social life where we will going to Uni life and working life . Well , im trying not to spam facebook n trying to transfer everything to this blog to release my stress and unhappy stuffs . Seriously , i havent get a chance to hang out with friends , but never mind , i told myself i will have more times after im done with all those Uni stuffs ..

well , i was confessed by a girl in the end of camp .. But recently , she dint reply me at all and din even pick up my call .. Well , i got feel to her after she confessed to me .. But after thinking for some long time, i wanna make a clean breast with everything including my emotional , i told her what i thoughts ! Everything ... And yeah ... i dont know is that working anot .. I was like , i dont wanna give a damn to hide it .. Just feel freaking stress ...

im just very confusing what am i doing... im not really interest with tat girl .. i meant.. i got a girl to like , but what's this ? i feel so complicated.. it made me feel , so near yet so far .. Im just..

very frustrating ...

i wanna sing this song ..

Cee Lo Green - F**k You